Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Looking forward to Friday

I see the doctor.

My incision line has opened up a bit. Is what it is. Blaming myself will not help. I wish it hadn't happened, but it has. I would still do again. Although I did break down earlier when changing the dressing. Mom was here and she said she was wondering when I was going to say that. I didn't really mean it, but it felt good to get it out.

It's a bit painful actually. This burning pain that is extremely sensitive to pressure. Again, is what it is. I was probably a little naive to think that my poor body, that I had abused for years, would heal up with no complications. That's just not me.

3 comments:

Lori said...

Hope it heals fast. You are strong and you can get through it!

Sarah said...

Thanks Lori! I'm trying, I just don't understand my body sometimes. Working really hard and wanting something really bad sometimes just aren't enough.

I know I can go the extra mile for this.

Deb said...

Wishing you the speediest recovery possible. The day will come soon that you look back at the pain and healing and see it was all worth it.