Wednesday, May 20, 2009
TMI to Come
I'm kind of squeemish about posting about some of this stuff, but whatever. You know what I won't miss? When I sit down in the ladies room I often have to pick up my skin and readjust it. It puddles onto my lap. I still find it hard to believe that in just two weeks it will be gone. I wonder what that will be like. I lived with this body my whole life, hard to imagine it different. Yeah, I know that must sound weird coming from me, at 345 it was hard to imagine myself different, and I'm not sure I ever really did. As I got smaller and my body changed you just adjust-- it's a gradual slow change, (one of the keys to keeping weight off I believe) and now, it's going to happen in mere hours. Huh.