What do you see when you look at this picture?My tan, my belly button, my curve? Or do you see my scar? Or maybe the spot where I did not hold together last summer, the unsettled knot underneath the end of one of this summer's incisions, stretch marks, veins, dog ears, & leftover lumps?
Do you see what I had to go through to get here?
Do you think, "Good for her!" Or maybe, "Oh that vain bitch..." Or possibly, "Who is she kidding?"
I've had some jealousy and dishonesty come into my life recently. I don't like it and am embarrassed to say at first I took it for respect. I expect people to be who they say they are. I don't show the world much but when I do it's all me.