I wonder if I'll be able to escape the fat & lazy mindset completely. Takes over when I am in pain. The only thing that keeps me from self medicating with food is more pain. So I guess now it's pain that makes me lazy.
One foot in front of the other.
I'm making a commitment to do some volunteer stuff. Been called out on my fat & lazy ways and it's true... I need to be doing more. August ground to a halt when the shot wore off. Can't live my life like that. Can't let pain dictate who I am.
Thinking mornings a couple times a week at the Greater Boston Food Bank. It's nearby, easy to get too and at a ground level I want to know what people are getting to eat. Classes have my mind all over the place. What do I want to be when I grow up? I know I come from privilege (contributes to my fat and lazy ways) and some education on what's it like for so many should come from doing some good I think.
Okay, back to the school work.