I've been at this for TWELVE YEARS now. January of 2000 was when I first started coming down from 345. Seven years I have been maintaing (except for this baby weight.) And yet I almost feel like I am back at square one. The past, is in the past. This is a new me, a new journey.
I can do it again, I know I can. 20 pounds is NOTHING compared to 185 pounds. But like I just said, apples and oranges it seems to me. There is no comparison.
Time to head off to war.