Is a very wonderful place to be. I get scared now thinking about how much pain I was in. I mean, wow. It's hard to put into words the difference in my life, brings tears to my eyes when I think about how long I tolerated that. You want to be strong, you want things to go as planned, but often they don't. I can't get mad at myself for how much time I wasted to pills and pain, I can't. It's not fair to me and it's not my fault. There is no blame, just moving on.
I have my life back and am so happy to be living it again!