For real and true. I am tired of being skinny fat and weak. I am tired of making excuses for myself. I don't want or need to lose any weight, I just want to be steady on my feet. We'll see how it goes.
As for the lack of blogging. Sometimes, especially after I've been sitting on my ass for weeks thinking about how and why I have gotten to where I am-- I need the break. You see I don't always think about this stuff anymore. I just live my life. I hate how that sounds, but it's true. Plastics brings all back for me, it's like a former life and as I've said, I don't mind the reminder of who I once was, but I prefer to look forward.