Monday, April 20, 2009

I like this weight....

...but I hate how it looks on me. Specifically the parts that are going to be surgically removed. I eat like a normal person at this weight. I don't feel deprived, I don't binge and food is not an all consuming thought. This weight is 165, I wonder what that will equate too when they take off the excess skin. I think 155 will be a good place to settle, I'm thinking the excess skin will be 7-10 pounds (based on what some PS have told me) and am trying to make peace with not killing myself to get back down there without surgery. It's possible for me to be under 160 but it takes more effort than I am willing to give right now.

I can't wait.

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